I'm a little obsessed with the moon. Can you tell? I plan on getting a tattoo of the moon and a star soon. I love the couple days out of the month that it looks like this.
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Monday, August 29, 2011
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Wonderful day off today. Recently, I have found myself lounging around and being lazy on my days off. I usually hate when I do that but school is about to start so I don't mind. They day wasn't completely useless, however. We ran some errands then took Lupin to the park to let him run wild. It was nice. :)
at 10:20 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Friday, August 19, 2011
I have anxiety. All the time. I always think something bad is going to happen.. When Hailey was here it was really bad. I was afraid she was going to get kidnapped. Everywhere we went I would have my pepper spray at the ready and I would be death-gripping her hand. I had horrible, horrible nightmares every night. I couldn't sleep. Every noise I heard I thought it was someone in my apartment. It was as if I thought someone was just going to apparate into my apartment and kill us. I need meds or something...
at 11:14 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Sunday, August 14, 2011
I didn't take this picture today, and it's not a self portrait. But this photo deserves to be on the blog. This is Rio, Jesse's dog. I remember when they got Rio. We had just come back from church camp and we found out that their dog Chris died. :( I went with them to get Rio. He was a fluffy, orange little puppy. He recently had a tumor in his mouth and they had to put him down last night. I grew up with this dog. He was such a good dog. If anyone has had a dog that has been part of the family pass away, you know how it is. You know that it feels like a human has passed. It was really hard when I heard the news and I can't imagine how they are feeling.
at 9:13 PM
Friday, August 12, 2011
I had a really good day today. It was one of those days when you're in a really good mood and you don't know why. Which was weird because I slept through my alarm and woken up 15 minutes before I had to leave. Not the best way to start the day. But oh well. :)
Here is the second installment of my Disney inspired photos. Snow White.
"And since you've been so good to poor old granny, I'll share a secret with you. This is no ordinary apple. It's a magic wishing apple."
at 10:15 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Today was amazing. Seriously. I sometimes just need to do nothing on my days off. I lounged around with my puppy and my boyfriend, napped, didn't change out of my pajamas until 4. It was wonderful. I needed today. For my mental health. Of course, we did have errands to run, but we saved those for later. :)
We didn't want Lupin to be cooped up all day (like we were), so we took him to the park. I thought of this concept as I was falling asleep for my nap. Didn't quite turn out as I wanted it to. Oh well.
Sometimes it's healthy to act like a kid and swing on the swings. :)
at 11:34 PM
Monday, August 8, 2011
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Friday, August 5, 2011
Hailey left today. This trip went by so fast. I was sad all day. I cried. A lot. Even after she left and I was at work. Randomly, I would get teary eyed. I wish we lived closer and I could see her and be with her all the time. I miss her so much and I hate always having to say goodbye without knowing the next time I'll see her. It's so hard.. It's going to be different without her here now.
So today, after all of my crying (and after my headache finally went away) I felt calm, tranquil, and mostly just drained. I decided to turn my feelings into a photo. This is what came of it. I love the feeling in this photo. It might be the loneliness or the vastness, I don't know. But I like it. I realize that I've been rambling on about nothing. I'm not even sure if any of this makes sense. So, goodnight.
at 11:51 PM
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
It's almost time for my sister to go home. The past month has gone by way too fast. I really can't believe it. I don't think I'm ready for her to go. I am happy, though, that she was able to come and visit. We had a lot of fun. Tomorrow my mom and grandparents will be here. Hailey has no idea they're coming. I told her she'll be here for another month. Heh.
Having her here made me realize how fast she's growing up.
at 11:10 AM
Monday, August 1, 2011
Is anyone else freaking out over the fact that it's August? Where the heck did summer go? I really can't believe it. This entire year is flying by. Sort of depressing. Anyway, August IS my birthday month so we can all start celebrating now! :)
Lupin did not cooperate one bit while we were taking pictures. So this was a quick shot. I accidentally lost two balloons in the making of this photo, and Hailey made sure to let me know she was mad about it.